2009/04/02
Lately... It has been a hard couple weeks lately... I have been trying to drown myself in school and work in order to stop remembering.. but it doesn't work. I watch a TV show, and I am taken back to hell... flashing back to my 'time'... I hear songs on the radio, songs that kept me sane in a time of pure insanity... and I remember... I hear a phrase... and instantly, I am back, drowning in my fear of what tomorrow could have brought me... Its been almost 2 full years since I have been out... and still I remember.. I remember the long days, and even longer nights. I remember being alone in a place full of emptiness where they were exponentially higher on the level than me... and I remember hoping for contact that never came... I often think about the time I spent away... 148 days of unbridled horror... only to be heightened by the fact that on the outside, I was forgotten. // sk0t @ 1:30 AM :: Comments [2] :: Digg This ::