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2008/03/22
Tagged on MySpace

Tagged...
Well I guess I was tagged... damnit Mike... Oh Well, as part of the ’tagging’ I have to write about 16 weird, random things, facts, habits or goals about myself... I will be lucky I have 16 weird things about me, seeing as how normality and me are almost the same thing...

Here goes the neighborhood.

Before I start this, I, first and foremost, want to say: DO WORK!

1. I am horrified by butterflies. I went to a butterfly farm once in Canada, and one landed on me, and moments laters (although it felt like a lifetime) I had a butterfly on my shoulder, a bunch of people laughing at me, and I was standing in a puddle of my own urine... whispering to my girlfriend to get it off me. That day, work was not done.

2. I have spent some time in a federal prison. Not my proudest moment.

3. I once spent 463 hours pretending I was a woman. That involves urinating in the womens room (sitting of course), and lusting over Brad Pitt and David Hasselhoff (dont hassel the hoff).

4. I am a closet black person. Often times I read Ebony (black womans magazine) and smack hoes for not doing my bidding. I like to think that people fear, but sometimes, I stay home and night and cry because I have the physical characteristics of a disabled 11 year old girl.

5. Steven Seagal could whoop the shit out of just about everyone in the world. Chuck Norris vs Steven Seagal would create the apocalypse.

6. I have a lot of funs when I go the the bars... I do not drink, but I still have fun.

7. I am a walking encyclopedia of martial arts. I have studied several (I continue to study Brazilian Jiu-Jitsu), and I know the history and other unimportant facts of almost all of them.

8. I once got punched in the face by a girl who resembled Andre the Giant, she was 8ft tall, and looked to me, like a bulldog chewing on a wasp. She hit me for an unknown reason, cause I am sure she didnt hear be barking at her.

9. There are 3 men I trust in this world. My father, my brother, and RuPaul.

10. I like to sing at Karaoke. There are several songs that I do particularly well, and Montell Jordans ’This is How We Do it’ is my favorite.

11. I hate, with a passion, people who are all talk. I will do ANYTHING, it doesnt matter what it is, ANYTHING, because I have no inhibition.

12. There was a lot more lost than freedom during my time in prison. I hold long grudges against the people that I call my ’friends’ for not visiting me. Maybe I need professional help with it. I don’t know.

13. Some people think that I am funny, others think that I am an asshole... personally, I dont care.

14. If I won 1,000,000$, I would pay off my bills... cement my familys future... and purchase 40 virgins.

15. I have one testicle the size of a cantelope and the other is the size of a baby hampster.

16. I hate seafood.

17. Last.... oh boy. My ultimate goal in life is to kill a man named Sue. I have yet to meet a man/boy named Sue, but the day I do, is the day my first victim arrives. I dont want him to suffer, I just want to watch him die.

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2008/03/18
Betrayal

I want to let everyone know something... in the few weeks since my last post, a ton of things have happened. A person that I know asked me to be in his wedding a while back... originally I told him Yes... however... some things occurred... and I decided that it would be better if I withdrew my acceptance of his offer to be in his wedding... well, after that, as if I could have planned it better, it would seem that our friendship has ceased to exist. My reasons for not being in his wedding stem from my stay in prison. I am holding a grudge. I still hold it for every single person that didn't come and visit me (the question isn't who didn't come, cause it's far shorter to tell you who did come).
You have heard me complain about this many times... you've heard my rants, you read my posts, and you've listened to my raves... And, yet, with all of that, I cannot impress on you the impact that this whole few years has had. I don't mind beating a dead horse. I am also telling you all that I can not get over it... everytime I see these people... I wonder what was so important, and they couldn't come and see me in prison... I've heard the excuses: money and time... but that still doesn't tell me why... while you were having these money problems (even though a ride to my prison would be free if you rode with my girlfriend who was more than willing to have anyone ride along --- no one took her up on it though) did you find time to go out to the bars at all? YOUR GOOD FRIEND IS SITTING IN PRISON AND YOU DON'T EVEN HAVE THE CONSIDERATION FOR YOUR FRIEND TO SUPPORT HIM IN HELL... GREAT FRIENDS YOU ARE... I do not feel as though I did anything wrong to my friends to have them not visit... I will tell you all that my friends will get from me what they give me... nothing... I will still talk to them... I will still run the routine... but I am declaring a new start... a start when my friendship can be bought and paid for... God knows earning and trusting friends are only in the movies...

"While you are suffering, know that I have betrayed you"

That quote is exactly how I feel... like I was told by everyone: "Scott, while you are rotting in prison, and you need your friends and support the most... the worst time anyone can ever imagine... we won't be there... we won't even try..."

All I can say, is game over.

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