2008/12/18
I can't seem to forget... With classes ending, and finals week coming to an ever-so-needed end, I am starting to get a little more appeased with life. After Friday, the official end of my finals, I will have a little time before I return to the grind of studying and work.
I wanted to take that time to rekindle friendships lost... to return to the days before I survived a walk through the pits of hell, and returned with a new cynical outlook on life... but I can't. Regrets, grudges, memories, and nightmares still haunt my thoughts and dreams all the time... I guess I find it hard to forget the days when I sat around, completely alone, surrounded by individuals whose moral compasses were skewed by greed and self-gratification, and wondered what the rest of the world was thinking, since they obviously weren't thinking about me. I used to think that it was everyone but me, but its me when I see the face of guilt. Guilty for the crimes I've committed, and guilty for losing a life that I never knew was so good. Lost in a place of solitude, surrounded only by the ramblings on a blog page... me and my diatribes on life, love, and friendship. Yesterday, today, tomorrow? I don't foresee change... change implies some type of resolution... some situation where my problems can be resolved. // sk0t @ 10:41 AM :: Comments [1] :: Digg This ::