2008/01/14
Changes I am (what I call) an observer... I watch everything that happens, and I analyze the contingencies of each plausible scenario involved with the situation I am observing... chalk it up to free time and paranoia, if you will... anyways... I am always shocked to see the reasons that people give for doing the things that they do...

I am not a great person... nor do I have a lot of self-respect... most people think that I am an asshole, and I voice my opinions publicly... basically, I don't care about things... I like to think that I am easy-going, smart, and fun (to the people I choose to be fun with)... but what I am not... is understanding... it is something that I struggle with on a daily basis... I watch, and I listen, but I can't understand the reasons that people choose the path that they take. Somethings are completely simple in my eyes, and other things are just far too complicated for me to completely grasp... maybe that is why I find it so hard to allow people justification for the actions that they take... I hold long grudges... I never forget...

My relationships are based on mutual simplicity... NONE are strong and withstanding friendships that transcend mere acquaintance bonding.

I get a lot of flack for the things that I write on my blog... I write what I am feeling at the moment... maybe I don't give people enough credit... but there is always a price to be paid... // sk0t @ 10:01 AM :: Comments [8] :: Digg This ::