2007/09/01
When Is Enough, Enough? I am so tired. Life isn't easy right now. A lot of you will think that I am lucky (girl, kid, out of prison and only did 5 months in what could have been a lot longer, going to school...)... well each and every one of you would be right. In that respect I am lucky... but I will go so far as to ask: What about me? I do not ask people for anything. I do not require the constant services of someone else to fulfill the things that I need finished. I don't ask for rides, I don't ask for money, and I don't ask for help in the everyday situations and troubles that life throws at you. And when I do ask, it must mean that I need you for something.

So far, the few times that I have asked, I have been turned down. I asked for people to visit me in prison; that didn't completely happen. I asked people to make sure my family was OK; that didn't happen (although they were as OK as they could be). And I indirectly asked people not to forsake me (I use that term as an important indicator of me extreme emotions about this); and I was utterly abandoned.

My life is harder than you all can imagine. While some things might be on the right track now, there are equally as many things trying to steer me off course.

I used to wear my heart on my sleeve.. prison helped me with that... Now, I don't wear my heart at all.... // sk0t @ 11:05 PM :: Comments [10] :: Digg This ::