2007/09/14
Life I haven't been a real diligent post'er as of late, but I am going to give you a long one right now. This is going to be the kind of post that most people won't read all the way through... it is however something that I like. I like the impact (personally) that a deep post gives me.

Here goes:
I have really been thinking lately... each and everyday I am really busy. If it isn't one thing it is another. I have an assignment due everyday, and pages of reading... and all of that is fine... I thrive under pressure. If prison has taught me one thing, it is to focus, not only in times of serenity, but in times of distress. I still haven't completely reconciled with everyone. Life isn't the same anymore for me (although, could you have anticipated no change?). I still know things that imprint upon me an impression of inequality. You all might remember this notion from about a year or so ago. The old saying: "There is always someone better.", fits my situation to a 'T'. There are few people that I hold in high regard, very few. And in the eyes of those people, I hope I am held in the same.
Anyways, I am looking soon to attend a hearing (October 4th) over the situation that I am having with the Probation Office. I am trying to keep my Ubuntu machine intact (without installing WindowsXP). Now, before I am flooded with comments about using WINE or VMWare... (all of which are plausible and possible, and nothing new to me), I want you all to know that I am not doing this to make trouble for the Probation Office, I am doing this because I feel strong convictions that this is a violation to me. This gives the Prob. Office too much power. And I will fight this, legally, and the right way. If the judge tells me to install Windows, then I will install Windows... Ubuntu will still be there when I get done.

Anyways... I want you all to know that I am stressed. Life, for me, is much more complicated than you can imagine (and none of you can, so don't try). // sk0t @ 12:02 AM :: Comments [5] :: Digg This ::