2006/12/30
December: Month in Review This month has proved informative yet devastating all at once.
It began as usual, normal entrance into a month, I wasn't forced to work at all this month, so it started out being just another day into another day and so on... nothing too exciting. It progressed further to the day of sentencing...(19th)... that day proved to be much more influential than I had originally anticipated. I already knew what the sentence would be, and I told almost everyone exactly that... so when the judge handed down a split 5/5 sentence it wasn't a big shocker. The real shocker hit after the fact... the impact of knowing without a shadow of doubt that you are going to prison is really traumatic. I didn't think that I would feel so down in the dumps about it, but unfortunately, I do... it is hard thing to comprehend... I don't know how most people would handle this, and I feel that I am doing a damn good job of it.
--Anyways, the month is ending on a note that seems overplayed. The fact that everyday that passes is one day closer to my serving my 5 month prison sentence. Some would say, that I am that much closer to being done... but that is illogical, since it hasnt even started yet.

On that note, I will bid you farewell for this year. I won't be posting tomorrow (31st), I will save it for the first of the year.

So goodbye 2006, and since we know what the next year holds, I won't welcome 2007. // sk0t @ 1:13 AM :: Comments [0] :: Digg This ::