2006/11/03
Me
I used to think that having a superpower would be great... like it would be the greatest thing in the world... being able to do something that not everyone could do... being able to be someone that everybody is not... lately, within the people that I care about and the people who care about me, I realized that being invisible is not all I thought it would be. My life kind of in a perplexing spot right now... there is no proverbial 'fork' in the road... there is not even a road. I know who I am, I know where I am going... but the thing that makes it all worse... is that the people I know, and the people that know me... don't seem to see me... they don't seem to even care. Now there are always exceptions to the cause, but for the most part... I am invisible. Normally, when someone needs something, I am there. When they need help I am there... I am just wondering what I should have expected in my time of need... time? talk? help? It seems that to the people I always listened to, and gave my advice too, I have disappeared... You all know the struggles that I deal with in my disappointing endeavors...

I have had enough... of being lied too... being last... and most importantly being forgotten... will you remember me when I am gone... that I don't know... but you should ask yourself if it will matter ... after I'm gone...

I might not show how I feel to the world, because the world doesn't care... but I thought you would.
// sk0t @ 1:51 AM :: Comments [2] :: Digg This ::