2006/10/21
Timing... Today I want to talk about timing...

Now for the past month or so, I have been on a streak of horrible luck (aside from the obvious plaguing my thoughts)... I have been involved in a hit-and-run (my car was hit, and the person ran)... I got a flat tire at the most in-opportune time (I was getting ready to drive out of town on a Sunday), and I lost my job yesterday. I guess, that with all the shit that has been going on in my life, it was in the design to add some more.

I have been the best sport about this whole situation... I haven't blown up (yet). I haven't changed any routines, or slipped out of the norm. I haven't really personally taken the time to let me emotions set in... and I do this for 2 reasons... what good can come from me flipping out and letting this situation, that most 24 year olds never have to deal with, get the best of me?

To be honest, it seems that I have alienated all of my friends, and it might be all my fault, but do you think just one of them would ask how I was doing? No one seems to care... Just once, would I like someone to ask me how I am doing, or how I feel about all of this... that would have helped out a lot, to know that someone, one person of all the people I know, cared enough to see how I was doing...

I hate to tell all of you this now, but you are too late... // sk0t @ 4:18 AM :: Comments [5] :: Digg This ::