2006/10/02
***Problems*** It has become apparently clear to me that my thought process about certain topics is far skewed in comparison to others...

I do not want to get into any specifics about this topic of mine, but just want to shed a small light onto the developments in my life over the last couple days.

Is it wrong of me to think that behind my hard exterior, and emotionless attitude toward the obvious tragedy that is going on in my life, that people would stop to think how I am handling the situation... I can honestly say that if a friend of mine was in my situation (aside from the jokes), I would be genuinely concerned about their mental state, and work hard to make sure that they had the right channels in which to evoke some type of help in their obvious struggle.

But as it seems, the world (world=mine) is so self-indulged with their own problems (be it justified or not), that it seems that friendship is now based not on loyalty and honesty, but by accepting blind ignorance and supporting things you cant truthfully agree with.

What's a world where the only thing worth living for, is something you have no control over?

I will post more later today, I have to go to work now. // sk0t @ 9:18 AM :: Comments [1] :: Digg This ::