2006/08/06
Time You know, there is an old adage that says: 'Time heals all wounds'...
I think that is full of crap, because for me, when I think of something, it lingers forever. Now, I know that people who hold permanent grudges are supposed to be insecure and conscientious about the 'world' that they live in.... but those of you that know me, know that I am not that at all. I hold very high expectations of the people that I know, and I expect them to be to me, what I am to them. I do not want to get into any specifics but I seem to have an uncanny ability to find flaws in people. And when I am backstabbed, or when I am forgotten, the hatred that I already feel is magnified. It also helps that I am going through some lifechanging situations at the moment and it seems that I am the only one who really cares how I feel about. Of all the people I know, not one has asked me how I really feel about it... except for y0himba, who seems genuinely concerned with my situation.
But aside from this topic... I am sitting at work... online... doing absolutely nothing but watching some TV that I missed during this pas week. Wasting TIME... which seems like the only thing in this world I can count on...
Until later... // sk0t @ 3:46 AM :: Comments [0] :: Digg This ::