2006/08/13
And The Plot Thickens... If I could express to all you readers out there, the hatred that is coursing through my body right now... it would transcend words... it would go beyond vivid verbal imagery and it would hit you to the core of your being... Most of you know me, and know the situation that I am going through... most of you have also read a lot of my posts, or at the least, know that when it comes to friends... I seem to lack the mental capabilities to have a normal friendship with people. Be it, not fitting in, or being too critical, or whatever... but by Design, my situation has taken an immediate turn for the worse. And with that, animosity towards certain people is gaining (not by design). I am finding myself analyzing the core of what it means to befriend someone. What small itty bitty conflict-resolution methods people take, are leading me to conclusions that I wish I would have seen long ago. Old friends returning from a dim past, and recent friends fading back into the nothingness they once were. And the cycle continues... some people have over bearing ego issues, and some people are so submissive that they lack comprehension in themselves to be THEMSELVES... I am not the gatekeeper... but I do hold the key... // sk0t @ 4:06 AM :: Comments [0] :: Digg This ::